Monday, May 28, 2007

yay asked yiming alex and siang chin to come for radical conference, pray that they not just come but experience and encounter GOD!!!!!!! WOO!!!! yea conferences are great!
haven been blogging =/. Gonna revise my work soon, my studies relly shrinking into a mosquito.

Aw i got headache and sore throat again...this shows im relying on m own strength. really hate these 2 cuz i can't sing well, if i sing, my headache will become jialat, den cannot hit high notes :(.

Zealot 3 gonna say i love everyone... although i dun really say it but its in my heart...
All i ever desire for the people is that they become people being able to die for God in all they do.
wat do i mean? u get what i mean when u were asked to do the impossible. hehe

Psalm 144:2 He is my loving God and my fortress, my stronghold and my deliverer, my shield, in whom I take refuge, who subdues peoples under me. awesome verse...

er am i relly that boring? hm.. try to be lame at times hehe.

hopes to be a pro guitarist~ yeah!

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

>>>>>>warning the legendary green boney monster is coming to town...

I really need to learn well my guitar skills, i could think of many ways to praise God and write my own songs man...
hey God bless me one guitar, the passion is over flowing! im sure this is not just a feeling or emotion, it is passion~
Fire that wont burn out for God.

i will be a fool for Jesus my Lord i dun care wat others would think of me, i dun even care if christians say that wad im gonna do is impossible, Philipians 4:13
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.

Isaiah 50:7 -Because the Sovereign LORD helps me,
I will not be disgraced.
Therefore have I set my face like flint,
and I know I will not be put to shame.

The great commission:

1 Corinthians 9:15-16 I would rather die than lose my right to boast about preaching without charge. Yet preaching the Good News is not something I can boast about. I am compelled by God to do it. How terrible for me if I didn’t preach the Good News!

Empower me Holy Spirit

Isaiah 11:2 -And the Spirit of the Lord will rest on him—
the Spirit of wisdom and understanding,
the Spirit of counsel and might,
the Spirit of knowledge and the fear of the Lord.

im gonna bring Siang Chin and Yiming watch out cuz ur coming to God

Sunday, May 20, 2007

hey hey
here i am again to blog.
alrite, sat was awesome, loving God need joy in it so dat we can love with no regret, if we say we love God and we r troubled den, this love is not real becuz it may be obligation to say "i love God", think..
cafe was great and tiring as always, relly respect those who serve without complaining, every saturday they stay in church late to prepare and next morning woke up early...
Thank God i got the sense of humour and one relly amazing thing dat i didnt relly tell ppl is dat since i ever receive Christ into my life, He gave me a gift of singing and i so love my voice luh haha. Cause God gave it to me, in the past i dun sing.
Hope cellgrp grow alot more.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Hey!its been a long time since i blog~
this will officially be my spiritual journal...God bless this journal hope no one comes xD
today was great(in the sense) althou there is a ap chem quiz today, i done badly but i invited my fren called yiming, dunno how we talk talk den i start to talk abt endtime, den he respond not very good like saying: aiya those thing stupid one la.
but nvm pray for siang chin and yiming that they will become chrisitians and eventually disciples of God.

I need some one to nag at me spiritual stuff! COME ON I NEED IT! PUSH ME PLS!!!
MAKE ME PANIC! MAKE ME BE FEARFUL! MAKE ME PRAYERFUL!
God give me everything!!! i need it.
well gonna pray that God provide me financialy, i try not to spend too much, but my transport too much luh... i must go mission trip this year and i pray that this year i would not have this inferiority in me when trying to lead ppl.

God give me more, i yearn for you, hope to see whole Earth knowing your love and not treat christianity as religion but a relationship.

oh i need to do well academicly and oh i need a guitar too!! praise GOD!!!

Love God..dun You ever leave me.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

its God, the reason i live...

once again im confused, i can only depend on God now. Its just like the 1st time i became core leader, literaly, everyone was my disciple, haha but thats good, becuz i know God can mould me tru all these, and its true! i think i became matured, and abit more playful.
hm...almost everything i do have a purpose, even like talking, its not that im bored, its because i wan to have a closer relationship with someone in this way, the guy can be true to me and share problems, eventualy i can teach the guy new things abt God and life.
Yep, God gave me a good life!(doesnt mean that i dun have problems and im rich or wad =..=") He gave me a life to serve others. Betcha, everything is serving God, like doing dnt, buy food for friends in recess, copying notes in school, even i may not be wrong but apologise(when Holy Spirit gave me thoughts in my head, i start to think, maybe i was wrong! and i give thx to God hehe, awesome), its not a chore, if i start to think it as routine and as chore, i will not be able to survive so long.

may see me jump jump cheerful monkey, actually i have times that im down, bogged by alot of things, have to plan alot things, study all these. it was just my thinking that God is not helping me, but Holy spirit softly told me to have faith, rewards are for those who endure, with zealous ambition to serve God. Yup Yup you are not wrong i have time being stressed just like you. But tru alot of brothers and sisters, i slowly learn not to let troubles trouble me, since i know how to do it, i must teach people how to do it, so i begin to teach to people everything i know!
In my mind i was thinking that it would be wonderful if they know these things and grow! Being spiritual is my greatest strength and my weakness too, unfortunetly...
its hard lol, wanting to be like liang zhi, able to teach well, and lead well. I dunno how to lead well, and i dunno how to teach well too...the way lz pushed me to leader is that he will let me know the importance of being this core leader, the ppl lifes are practicaly in my hands, i must have fear of God, not fear of lz la =...=". The things he said eventhou sometimes the tone is make ppl sad those kind, but it relly make sense, "if we want to give to God, give it the 100%, God don't deserve our half baked effort", come to think of it, relly make sense, cuz i haven got rid of my slacking character that is brought down from the past. In the past everyday was so slack, go school is to plae only, come back home play computer game, watch tv or sleep, but now life is more meaningfull, filled with purpose. Thank you God.

There are alot christian songs, but what i like most is All Day. Cuz the lyrics says everything i wan to say and be. To be elaborate, i dun care wat they gossip about me or say bad things about me, its alright, i wont let it affect me, devil got great plan for me bringing me down with his people. I dun care wat think have impression on me, but i care wat they think about christian, so non believers advice is useful too! must change their mindset of christians go church for girls, go there act holy or being proud that we go heaven they go hell, i must change! But its not enough for me to change everyone has to change! its saying i will not be ashamed being christian, being christian very paiseh meh? how come people would DENY CHRIST when ppl ask them, so sad, i pray God forgive them.