i have failed, have i done enough?
It is time to deny my own desires and do the things thats pleasing to God. Let me do the things that my spirit wants to do and reject any desire my soul wants.

There is no excuse for me to do things that are godly, things that are impossible,things that will consume my energy or time. I hate the " i need people to care for me" kind of stuff but nevertheless i will treat people the way they want to be treated but i want others to treat me the way i don't want to be treated. I will do the things that i don't feel like doing.

Its all giving out~yeah man. Its going outward, its going outward. it will lead me on to be the ideal world changer. Yeah what ever come my way, BRING IT ON HAHAHAHA.
i have tried to impart these to my people but they somehow don't buy it.
Should the "world changer" idea be only my idea? a idea can only be a idea, 2nd step is to believe and then act on your believe and be convicted.

->>>luke 16:31 If they won’t listen to Moses and the prophets, they won’t listen even if someone rises from the dead