Right on the day of Encounter retreat, God gave me a dream, dreamt that my mother died, I cried during my dream when i woke up, i found myself crying. God really spoke to me tru it, no matter what, i will never think bad abt ppl who persecute me, but have compassion for them. Nothing convicted me more than this dream.
Psalms 33 is a chapter on praising God! God revealed to me when i juz came back from ER. I didnt have knowledge that Psalm 33 is about praising God, i jus thought of reading a chapter that is abt praising God den somehow i anyhow type in biblegateway den it came out! Praise God, ahahahaha.
Im very tired physically. I woke up, suddenly spiritual attacks just come, it hit me hard, Thank God that He let me recognize it is a spiritual attack, dun blame it on others, i will blame satan HAHAHA satan ur stupid to hit me after i experienced God, come give me thoughts! see who will win, God or you.When persecution comes, it test my faith and let me depend on God, like it when i am with God and not with other things.
well im not a good leader but i will try my best, taking captive of every thought. Im sure im gonna lead by reacting what God wants me to react in all situations, God can see it, hope ppl do.
All i need is God. Problem might come but i dun need problems to live, i dun need emotions to rule over me to live of course i dun satan.
too bad im gonna praise God and not be saddened :P

Pslam 33:1 Sing joyfully to the LORD, you righteous;
it is fitting for the upright to praise him.
Pslam33:3 Sing to him a new song;
play skillfully, and shout for joy.
psalm 33:9 For he spoke, and it came to be;
he commanded, and it stood firm.
Pslam 33:11 But the plans of the LORD stand firm forever,
the purposes of his heart through all generations.
Pslam 34:1 I will praise the Lord at all times.
I will constantly speak his praises.
Pslam 34:6 In my desperation I prayed, and the Lord listened;
he saved me from all my troubles.
Psalm 34:19 The righteous person faces many troubles,
but the Lord comes to the rescue each time.