My life...since the decision which is deadly to my nature was made, changed. What really changed? I can't explain it. Its amazing i know.
There was this time i was so close to God or God is literally the One that i really have or needed.

But things changed, im exposed more to knowledge. I wont say its for the worst but just that intimacy and intensity will not be the same anymore. I trust in God but i know myself too well.

After knowing heaven, i dont wanna know any other place other than that.
What if i become the person that i never wanted to become.

Can You always bring me back to You? When i'm lazy, please motivate me and love me.
Give that bunch of fire, or maybe just that someone to stay alert and lead on.

I pray for people out there to stay passionate, relentless.
Don't let our age, background, peers or anything to determine who we are and what we do. Don't let the "growing-up syndrome" take hold of us!

(: keep moving on