Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Hebrews 4 talking about God's rest. it is already there from the start when God created the earth. verse 6 So God’s rest is there for people to enter, but those who first heard this good news failed to enter because they disobeyed God. 7 So God set another time for entering his rest, and that time is today. Today will be the same tomorrow, i can't say its for tmr. Being a disciple starts today, being what Jesus wants starts today. When God speaks, hope my heart is not hardened. hm... not many times that im hardened but who knows man, maybe one day i get serious spiritual attack and decided to backslide O.o! haha being for God also means that i can't predict what i will do when hard times come but until now God had led me tru the times and had not fallen at all. YEah.
hm.. Prayer is the time of rest, rest from the labors, rest from the temptation, even rest from other people. What God gives is true comfort, He always assures that He can do it with me, the feeling will always be different from being with a human. Even i think that i can't give this kind of feeling to others. well maybe the difference is that God understands everything but i can only understand a part of it. prayer is not about praying for problems.
11 So let us do our best to enter that rest. But if we disobey God, as the people of Israel did, we will fall. gonna share on God's rest wooo!

Ah God. just thought of the backsliders. Sometime just can't help but blame them for letting down themselve, God and people around them. They show their true character when they leave God and go for the world. Once were in cellgrp but because of disobedience... Is God a burden??

live a life of testimony or a life wasted? When u go heaven will anyone even say good things about u? in funeral will people rejoice because your with God? or weep because of your sins?
Will people weep because u have done good in the past and they miss u?

Will you say 'yes' to victory and 'no' to sorry

Friday, July 27, 2007

Hey God, jus wanna say that You mean everything to me man.
Without you, seriously there is no purpose in my life, everyday will be schooling and complaining and playing. Life will continue forever like this? but thats without You.
i need reminder of assurance so it could be outward.
hm... hehe not really good in 'emo' words LOL i guess thats me hehe.
Alright let me try doing some thingy.

verse 1:
Love that no one could provide
relationship that no one could deny
My heart was once chasing after the wind


Pre-chorus:
You held my hand when i am lost
You hear my call when all else had failed
You took the blame for all my sins
Show me the path that

Chorus:
Drag me to the living
forgiving all of my sins
Show me the way to live oh God
There is no one else i'll sing

Take my sack of burden
Be the guide to my feelings
Carry me upon victory
In you i shall find
A Love relationship

err haven finish anw gtg bb continue next time

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Guitar craze for God~~!



argh shots.
my guitar symptoms are coming out. i need a guitar man.
i would like to write songs and make some nice music just for God. write a love song.
rather than some songs that people sing just because the songs are nice or somethn, this is really singing to God above. Haha can imagine the kind of guitar riffs and the guitar solo parts woo.
Thinking of which scale to use? dun really know the theory well but it wont affect me.

above is the dream guitar~~ woo~~

God bless me. wish to be the worshipper of God in everything


Tuesday, July 10, 2007

For my test i almost fail everything, well as normal got scolded by my brother, said wan me to study during weekend, God will protect me anyway. ^^ probably gonna forward some modules, Set a bad example for people but not gonna bother with emotions. If ppl were to ask me why i got such lousy result, i cant reply them. i control my emotions anyway, no AA, sry satan u wont see me fall, you wont see putting my nick as "haiz...stressed" too bad satan, u found the wrong guy just too bad.HAHAHA. Thank God i know how to recognize situations and not react to the flesh.
Went to the lift of my house, thought of the sermon learned on saturday abt having positive attitude, no matter what the situation i have the freedom to choose my attitude. It rocks to play my own emotions, when im sad i choose to be thankful, thats what the bible teach!

Thought of not going home, but on the bus i prayed to God in tongues, got off the bus, decided to go home and face the problem like a MEN


Dun feel like blogging, abit waste time lol, nid to think wad to write, rather pray to God, good bye~
but it can give a record of testimony~