read Habakkuk 3

Revive Your works oh Lord. Use me us as instrument of righteousness, let the golden age come, You are the only God that can fill my heart. I need more of God. When im alone let me seek you all the more, make me a true Man following Your heart. I do homework, projects and works. But these are never closer to me than You. I seek You more. I crave for your presence wherever i go, i sing your praise .

God measure th Earth, measure my heart. Do i have space left? i can't act like a worldly leader where i expect my members but quiet time is for ME not for others. Is there any vacuum that is left for other things other than God? if there is, God fill the vacuum and only God can.
Get a smile on Your face.

:13 You came out to deliver your people,
to save your anointed one.
You crushed the leader of the land of wickedness,
you stripped him from head to foot.

Though people are against me. The hope in men fails.
Though emotions are out of control and my work are not satisfied.
Emptiness rob me my motivation or fear causing distraction.
Even of disappointment that brings guilt lingers,
yet i will rejoice in the Lord, my Salvation, my all and All i have.

Im left home alone, a strong urge to worship God in my closet. Reaching a place no one had been. Having a strong and close relationship that nothing so great will stop the Love between me and God.
Im not stagnant, i am still growing. im contented but not satisfied. I want more.

Great effective quiet time. Hope everytime im alone at home i can do this.

To any member who were to see this.
Watch your discipler as they do. Help your discipler as they do. Your discipler help you when you do. Your discipler watch you as you do.
-> As you observe your leader and knowing their purpose, you will grow fast.