was bored and didnt have motivation to do the assignments. After listening to some inspirational songs and talking to someone, i think i should gather enough courage to face it.

Talking about first love, you wake up to think of that person. And constantly finding ways to please the person. Sometimes you just enjoy even the silence in the presence.

After quite a long time, you find that your draining out in pursuing.
When it is so near yet so far, you wished that the other side will understand your plight and what you needed in the person.

What if the other side understood you completely, loved with all everything and have already prepared a great deal of what you ever imagined you would get but it just required you to trust and keep loving.
It might not just come at the end of the journey instead surprises might be hidden like kinder bueno along the way.

Love is patient, love is kind
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.